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She's a women I call "Mama"

We mad at each other sometimes. You didn't talk to me the way that i did. Cause if you said something to me it must be about "my life woud be so much better if i didn't have to do all by my self". And after that I will reply with "well, you have never been fair to me in every single way". That just almost happend every time!

But let me tell you something, that I can never been mad at you. Never! You're the only person that i trust can handle my problems.

I know that you were too young when you had me. But please... I don't have best friend, and i wish you could be one. So please be always kind on your silly little girl. Cause I have no one but you.

No metter how many times we argue, how many times we don't understand to each other, I always need you.

Last, sorry for being childish at you every single time, sorry for being unperfect daughter for you and sorry for all the wrong things I did for you. Don't get old too fast♡

Drldw

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